Author Archives: thatbhaumikgirl

Now

I live in the moment. I live in the moment. I live in the moment and that’s what I say to myself, While my heart’s in 2010 Sorting through its mirage. Only tiny grains of sand Slipping right through its hands. My grainy past, Like shards of glass And diamonds. Shimmering, cutting, bruising. But it’sContinue reading “Now”

Dilaasa..

Hum insaan bade ajeeb hain.Ek taraf kehte hain jo hua so hua.Jo hua achche k liye hua.Bhagwaan ki marzi se hua.Hua taaki humein aur behtar cheez mile.Aise hi khudko dilasa dete rehte hain hum.Par fir bhi, jo hua usko seene se lagakar zindagi bita dete hain.Jo chhoot gaya usey wapas paane ki aas mein saanseContinue reading “Dilaasa..”

Chasing Storms

“What’s brought you here?” she asked.
“To this dialogue or this beach?” I jested, attempting to sound witty.
“To this moment in your life,” she said, sounding genuinely interested; her eyes now gazing straight into my own, as though peering into my life.

My First Therapy Session

Everyone needs therapy. I don’t say this because I just had my first therapy session today; I say this because I truly believe our generation deserves better and needs to do better. At present, we are a group of broken people, raised by other broken people, who didn’t know any better. They made mistakes alongContinue reading “My First Therapy Session”

A Community Of The Dysfunctional

#latenightmusings As you reach your 30s you end up having a set of people you share your shit with. This group isn’t the same as the one you had in school. Even if it is, your conversations have evolved. You don’t speak of trivial things but of matters of constitution. Your mental health, your crushedContinue reading “A Community Of The Dysfunctional”